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hmmm..
seem like today some SERIOUS stuff happen.

honestly,
till dis point i really hope i will have de power to read ppl's mind.
at lest i will know wat is de nxt step people will b planning.
hmm.
but wat i didn really expect is that my fren was the nxt 'target'
hmm..
i am speechless..

For some reason,
I start to have some weird feelings.
Don know why.
but i know is sth which i have to control & stop it.
this is too BULLSHIT! FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE!
i don think this is sth which i will wanna face it.

YOU CAN DO IT, SHIR!~ GOGOGO!

well, i guess everything has come to an end,
at lest for me i suppose.

However,
i really need to apologise to some individual,
coz i know that indirectly due to that issue,
you guys has been involve in it,
somehow are rather.
Sorry for all the troubles.

but still, really thanks alot,
coz frm this incident i did learnt some stuff.
which is not to TRUST ppl easily.
& i am more aware of ppl whom i can really trust.
thks alot.

but yup, don need to worry for me.
coz i wont b bother or affected by such ppl.
moreover right now,
i have much more impt stuff to do,
den to bother abt such insignificant stuff.
coz i believe,
everyone do have eyes to observe for themself,
& know wats/ who is right or wrong.

Such ppl, can continue to do watever they wan
& be a sure that i wont get in their way.
Coz i cant really be bother to play such games wid them.

however,
i wanna say, thks for being my good friend.. ONCE.
at lest tat period, i really did treat u as real fren & treasure our friendship
but i hate it when ppl break tat trust which we have.
& the hurt/lies which u make me felt.
so lets juz say, its sad but our friendship has to end here.
still really thanks for ONCE being there for me,
when i needed someone.

Exams is coming,
Damn BORED-.-''
studying is fun, coz you get to be wid ur frens,
but seriously, i HATE exam-.-

For Some reason,
for de past 3 days,
I have been doing some reflection,
realise that i've somehow change abit.
well,i don really know how to explain that feeling
but, yup.
Guess slowly stepping into that 'protected area' of mine.
have i been too naive, been stupid?

hmmm,
i've oways thought that i can handle it well.
but somehow,
seem that things don really turn out to be what i thought it will be.
i oways believe that 'everyone' is not that complicated as i though they would be.
but, sadly NO.
somehow, i feel that watever i see now
is juz a image which ppl wanna me to see them as.
honestly,
after talking to my darlings,
i don know if there is anyone whom i can trust.

Actually i shld have known it,
but i choose to believe that everyone has tat 'good side' in them
but no,
perhaps i am wrong.

for now,
i guess i might need to change abit,
i shld observe more.
observe more carefully.

Eng sub (Lyrics):

[CL] You're so cheap and this isn't like you
I can't get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

[Minzy] A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

[CL] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy] Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

[Dara] I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL] Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I'm walkin' out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That's my way
I gave it my all, so I don't have regrets

Pretending like you're more sad
Pretending you're cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain't shi.t without your crew
I don't have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don't want to see your ugly face again no more

[Minzy] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara] Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

[Minzy] I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

has been a awhile,
well, life is still the same, pretty bored(:

But indeed i muz say,
Within the past 1 week 6 days,
LOTS of THINGS happen,
juz when i tot everything is gonna b back to normal,
there will oways be addition last min stuff which change everything.

but True,
Life cant really get back to how it use to be,
no matter how hard we tried.
No doubt,
tats why here i am STRUGGLING.
From Studies to Work to Family to Relationship.

Just WHY?
WHY cant life be simple?
WHY is there oways last min stuff which will occur
and juz make EVERYTHING seems even more complicated?

Don bother asking too
coz I don wish to say abt what has happen.
yup.

But don worry,
It wont affect me after today,
I will FACEd watever which is coming
Coz i KNOW i will grow to b a Stronger, Wiser and More mature person
I also wont bother abt watever, whoever that gonna says anything.

NOW,
all that matters,
Is Time to plan the nxt step which i'm gonna take.

A serious note to myself:
I AM LIVING IN A REALISTIC WORLD.
At de end of the day,
there is no one whom you can trust
except for yourself.
& it is often when some stuff happen,
that you see someone's true colour.
which i muz say, is indeed a v. important lesson that all of us muz learn at de end of the day.

I will never FORGET that.
you do taugh me well, mother.

Somehow, for some reason,
I'm Still thinking of you.

I guess,
A Part of me still waiting for you.
even doh,
i know that this 2 yrs might be a real tough one.
But,
seem like watever i do,
it will just link it all back to you.

hmmm
Since the day you left,
for some reason,
I felt v.lonely.
Despite having frens ard me,
my heart still felt empty & lonely.
everything juz seem so complicated and messy.
its like everything still left hanging there..
& no matter how hard i tried to smile,
i juz cant get rid of this feeling

but i know,
no matter wat,
if you're really meant to b mine,
you will still be mine.
just like how we first started off being together.
no one will expect us to be together for the past 4 years.
hmmm

P.S:
hope you're doing well in ns now,
hopefully get to know more frens.
& please do take care of yourself.
& like i promise, i will take care of myself.
& will keep Smiling.
hmmm..

Designer :Rissa


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